How I Started in Exhibitionism
My husband had convinced me to become a hotwife about a year ago. It started as such things do. We took our time and found a man for me to have sex with while my husband watched. That was quite enjoyable for me so we did that multiple times. Slowly things changed.
First, I thrilled in having my husband there knowing that someone was watching me get pleasured by a man we’d invited for the sole purpose of pleasing us. Next, sex with my husband became cumbersome as he constantly wanted me to describe what it was like with another man instead of focusing on the sex we were having. Then I started meeting my lover without my husband to avoid his possible annoyances.
But my lover’s schedule prevented him from being as available as I needed, and by that point it was a need. So eventually I started looking for lovers on my own, men that my husband hadn’t met or screened. At first I lied about it, convincing my husband that it was just the first lover only.
When my husband and I tried to have sex I would describe what I’d done with my lover, and eventually he figured out that I was no longer describing just one man. But by then I didn’t care what my husband thought because sex with him was unsatisfying. It only made me long to be with one of my lovers that knew how to fuck me properly.
That was when I cut my husband off from sexual contact completely. He still wanted to be involved so I would send him texts, photos, or videos of my encounters. Eventually it felt like those were getting in the way as well. We tried a phone call while I was getting fucked, but I couldn’t relax and enjoy myself properly.
So it became just me and whichever lover I was with, one on one. Quickly I felt like something was missing though. At first I couldn’t figure it out, but then I realized it was the knowledge that someone was watching. My husband had been a constant voyeur of sorts.
But after I cut him out entirely, the thrill of someone watching me was gone, and I needed it. So on a wild weekend I invited two of my lovers to a hotel where they took turns fucking and watching me. That was an amazing experience and it enticed me to try something else, two lovers at the same time.
When that proved to be amazing I decided to try three at the same time. Sex with two men, while a third watched was the greatest thrill I’d ever had. Things have led to sex with groups of men, they pleasure me two at a time while the others watch. I’m thinking of charging men to watch me get fucked by my lovers, as long as none of them are my husband.